today, i had this thought of, "whoa. 19 is very nearly 20." followed by, "what have i got to show for myself? a quarter of my life has passed, have i done anything?" i couldn't really answer that question. it comes back to me throughout the day, on and off, like a tiny little itch at the back that can't be easily reached.
and now, after a full day with this stuff roolling around in my head, i've decided that today shall be the true beginning of my journey. the journey that i've been dreaming of, the one that i knew would come one day but still couldn't find the starting blocks yet. i shall work on it right now, of finding at least something.
i think its time to start, because i have always tot of doing something really big, for this world (sound ambitious right). like going around to build houses, spending time with orphans, donating my savings to charity. i mean, these are the things i really want to do if i have the capacity to do so. i really want to do it if i seriously got the time to spare. for now, i shall work slowly on it. fulfilling my passion for teaching is a clear path that i will take in the future, though with mcuh fear and trepidation weighing on me.
ah! now at least i have a direction finally thought out.
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